I forgave myself for allowing you into my life…..
I forgave myself…
For all the instances you let me down
For all the times you slept around
For all the paths I walked alone
For all the battles I fought alone
For all the things you did me wrong
For all the pains I carried along
For all the days I longed for you in vain
For all the nights I spent alone
For all the hurting words that were said
For all the tears that I shed
For all the reasons that we fought
For all the blames that I got
For all the apologies that I made
For all the times you betrayed my trust
For all those moments that were lost
And wasted like a melting ice cream
And for one last time, I allow
You to make me feel this way;
it is this pain that still resides in my heart that strengthened my resolve to walk away from it all!
My best was never good enough for you
Deep in my heart,I know I gave my all
But it was still too little for you
And I forgive myself for having been a fool to care….
It is too late,to turn back now
Coz I’m a daddy and I’m older and I don’t like to boast
But I can’t get back to you from here where I am-in the arms of someone who knows what life is.
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